Sometimes, choosing an answer for a MCQ can be a back breaking task. No? Or do you beg to differ?

You know I never like decisions making because I never seemed to choose the correct paths for myself, from past experienced. And now, I am stuck with these irking choices lurking at the back of my mind, which is to choose either:

(a) Accepts Flinders University's offer [of which i've chose to be defer for a year]
(b) Forget about (a) and apply for SIM
(c) To commit one and a half year for an ad-hoc position with Health Promotion Board as a nutrition technologist
(d) Forget all of the above, get my butt off the couch and start job-hunting!

Whoever said weighing pros and cons helps? I am still feeling loss and indecisive with the arrays of choices! 

(c) would be the most attractive among all, if it weren't for the ad-hoc position (plus it's for a period of one and a half year). I would have dumped all the above alphabets away and accept it with grace and honours. I just don't feel comfortable working on an ad-hoc basis because I can't find the sense of security in it! Like seriously, I will be expected to go vitaminM-less when there's no survey for me to work on. I think that's a definite NO NO for me. I mean, who on earth will stick out your hands and ask for vitamin M during the days where you will go penniless right? That would be pretty pathetic by the way. And what am I supposed to do when I am not expected to be in the office? Float around like a spirit at home? HUR.

And as for (b)... The idea didn't appeal much to me because there's only business degree(s) to choose from. It'd be pretty much limited to me, I would say.  Business never seems to be my cuppa tea and seriously if I were to choose this path, it'll be like giving myself a big tight slap on the face for appealing to tp and dumping my 'a' levels education (i was supposedly doing 'a' levels in commerce by the way). But then again, if I choose (b), I wouldn't have to worry much about the living expenses cos it's a local institue AND (plus points!) i'll be able to attend my cello classes without any hiccups. Oh well, we'll see huh.

If (b)'s my ultimate choice, I wouldn't have to think of (a) anymore right BUT I'd seriously love to accept (a) please! HOWEVER, I can't help thinking that I'll be away for soooo long, alone? And I'll have to give up so much at a go! One - my family (for three to four years); two -  my cosy nest; three - cello classes and abrsm; four - vitamin M (now you understand how much it'd meant to me); five - and the list goes on . . .

If all else fails, I would prolly do (d) first and decides between (a) or (b) after a year!

How i wish life's like a bed of roses sunflowers!